I want guarantees about life (fear series)

seeking advice
seeking advice from friends 

seeking readings
seeking ...
asking

asking...
trying to be safe, 
trying to know before doing it.
trying to know "WHAT IF this???"
Trying to know the answer without paying the price...

do I not simply seek to avoid the risk of living and making my own decisions ?

I look into the Tarot cards...
I seek to know for sure...

yet... some things you simply cannot know... and
knowledge changes them...

only one way

"Suck it and see"(as they say in Aussie slang)


For sure, research and find out as much as you can, be wise... 
be clever, 
but in the end... 
some things - all things- can only be tasted by experience.